bitter doors

from final flight of the solanas by seranine

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are you rea-rea-rea-rea-ready
to go home alone
well i am drea-drea-drea-drea-dreading
it it’s the unknown
am i so stu-stu-stu-stu-stuck
in my peculiar ways
they’re only pe-pe-pe-peculiar
to my alien race

so am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors
am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors

you wanna know know know
what’s happening inside my head
well i can’t tell tell tell tell tell
there are no words for it
what do i call call call call call
a color i’ve never seen
how do i ma-ma-ma-ma-make
a sound i’m still hearing

so am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors
am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors

hey hey

i get so hung up on the ways that i am different
but when there’s music i start moving to the rhythm and
i’ve noticed that you do the same
but when
you flash a smile and i can’t read that expression
is it only happy or ironic or is it chagrined
or something else that i can’t name
i don’t feel safe
just out of place
i don’t feel sane
i don’t feel sane
i don’t feel sane

so am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors
so am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors

hey hey

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from final flight of the solanas, released February 29, 2020
© 2015 seranine elliot

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seattle autistic intersex transgender woman of color.

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