johnny and your mom

from final flight of the solanas by seranine

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johnny and your mom did a number on you
one to hold you down with ideas of who
you are supposed to be for the other to use
the other to abuse
and you know then
that i come along and i run into you
and that we are the same
by the way we've been through
being autie girls and suffering abuse
and passing it on to me baby

so show me a story
cause baby we're boring
and nobody believes a word we say
we think that we keep it
we keep it a secret
but baby we keep giving it away
this isn't a plot twist
it's easy to spot this
when we go back to what we first believe
it's superobjective
it's always projected
it was always there for everyone to see

that david and my mom did a number on me
one to tell me no, and the other to agree
that i could never be anything i'd ever be
or he would come for me
again and
i'd be saying no, like before, daddy, stop

and time would seem to slow

every time i check the clocks
i can see
they been runnin’
without me
i keep hidin’ underneath
this machine you've made me

i show you my story
'cause baby i'm boring
and nobody believes me anyway
i think it's a secret
that i still believe it
that i deserve to be abused today
it's easy to spot this
this isn't a plot twist
when i go back to what i first believe
it's superobjective
it's always projected
and it's always there for everyone to see

that johnny and your mom did a number on you
one spins you around while the other keeps provin’
that you'll be the abuser
or you'll be the abused

and i see what you're choosin' baby

you show me your story
'cause you think you're boring
and no one will believe me anyway
show me what you've lived through
what you've been taught to do
to anybody standing in your way
this isn't a plot twist
it's easy to spot this
when you go back to what you first believe
it's superobjective
it's always projected
it was always there for everyone to see

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from final flight of the solanas, released February 29, 2020
© 2018 seranine elliot

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